dear LOVE,i miss the rush to pick up your call...i miss that excitement when you're asking me out...i miss that silly thing I do everytime we're having a conversation on the phone...i miss that unpleasent feeling when we argue...i miss that lovely weird smile on my face when I read what you write...i miss seeing your name popping on the screen when my phone ring...i miss the urge to text you back...i miss the pride I feel when we walk side by side...i miss the moment when you ignore me everytime you get upset...i miss your anger when you get jealous...i miss the anxiety when you don't reply my message...i miss hearing you talk about your bad days...i miss the jealousy when i see you talk to another girl..i miss the happiness when we spend the nights together...i miss our fights and the silence that follows...i miss all those feelings, all those moments...but i don't miss YOU...
ehhmmm...after all, the memories in the past couldn't be changed and forgotten but the most realistic thing is that we just take them as a part of our life journey and self learning to make us a better person * ahhh lebay bener nih bahasa...wkwkwkwk
ReplyDeleteanyway...i love being ur fren just the way you are ^^v -V3-
it's pretty normal right to miss someone from the past? but what makes us miss them is actually those little things we do or enjoy together. Life goes on though and I am so glad it really does. Love our friendship too dear :D xxx
ReplyDeleteLet it go, girl! set yourself free :p
ReplyDeleteI did let it go. However there's always a thing which reminds me of him. Thanks anyway, anonymous! :)
ReplyDeleteThe poem makes me remember on this lovely phrase
ReplyDeleteA friend is someone who fills our lives
with beauty, joy, and grace.
Good Job girl...keep up your brilliant ideas!
thanks a lot, boy! i love that lovely saying about friendship!
ReplyDeleteI can tell how much you loved this boy from the post! but you're right, life goes on! but it's always fine to remember. keep going, dini :)
ReplyDelete'it's always fine to remember'
ReplyDeleteI like that! Thanks a lot for the spirit :-)
they are right..
ReplyDeletedrop it! just drop it. I know you are a tough girl. I know it's not easy to forget some one we love very much. let him go and keep going, my friend!
I have let him go long time ago and no longer love him. I think what I miss is love itself, new love of course :) Anyway, thanks buddy!
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ReplyDeleteWhat will you say if there is someone who is ready for giving his first "love" to you? but in the other hand you feel neither love nor know about him completely?
ReplyDeletewow that's a hard question! To be honest, I don't know what to say. All I feel right now is like a blur- sometimes I think I need a new love, sometimes I feel happy with my being alone. I guess I'm just not ready :)
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